Meal prep is all from personal experience, all the little habits and things that make mana a character are inspired by myself. It's about the very human urge to want something, someone so bad in an unhealthy way. Mana, like many of us, feel alone because of our flaws or nasty habits, either by others or one's own volition. Even with all these nasty human traits we still want to be accepted, in a way that feels total and complete. Which is unhealthy to a certain extent, overall I just really enjoy writing about the more twisted side of attraction and love.